This semester started off with a bang, and an alarm clock
that goes off way too early in the morning.
Since the 2nd of January I have been getting up and going to
work at a place that I am passionate about and learning to teach in the
process. I honestly figured I was in
pretty good shape. I read the material
last semester and I spent every waking moment planning for this one. My CT and I decided that we would co-teach
for the first couple of weeks. Then, as
with everything in life, we had to change our plans. There were the days students were out of class
for assemblies and the day they were gone for the career pipeline. Things happen, and unfortunately my students
do have other classes, not to mention a life outside of school. That being said I have been dealing with the interruptions
and adapted my plans accordingly. My CT
and I spend almost the entire day together and every afternoon, during 5th
block, we reflect on my teaching together.
We look at where we were so we can figure out where we are going. The “theme” here is intentional
teaching.
Sure,
we have all heard the phrase “intentional teaching” thrown around in our
classes and in our college texts. But,
does anyone really know how to apply a theory right out of the gate? I thought I did. I could have expounded upon the virtues of intentional
teaching, multiple intelligences, and student lead learning. However, until you really put this into
practice you have no idea how to do it.
I didn’t. That being said, the last few weeks have been
interesting.
Earlier
this week I had the pleasure of beginning to teach The Great Gatsby, one of my favorite books. The lesson didn’t go well. If you’re curious read my blog post from Monday. My CT and I talked about what happened. I had planned this for months, but I went in
thinking I knew Gatsby. While I do know
the novel extremely well; It is one of
my favorite pieces of American fiction.
That being said, while I know Gatsby, I didn’t know how to teach
Gatsby. It really isn’t that hard to
understand now. I tried to stop every
paragraph or so and point out everything, every little detail that makes Gatsby
great. My love for the novel got in the
way.
So what
is the fix for this? It’s easy, really,
intentional teaching, patience, and trusting your kids. I know Gatsby and I knew what I wanted to
say, but I needed to be patient, let the novel unfold naturally. You can’t force this type of thing. And finally, trust that your kids are smarter
than anyone, even their parents, gives them credit for. I went back to my plans and my scripts and
looked at where I was, where I had been (that was painful since I have a
recording of it), and where I needed to go.
I looked back at my novel and used sticky notes to force me to stop and
then let go.
So to
the brass tacks, I went through the rest of chapter 1 and every three pages or
so, there is no hard and fast rule here, I looked for natural breaks in the
narrative. I put post it notes there. I went through my script and divided it to
match my post its. So during teaching
today I let go and let the kids read and explore the novel. I stopped them every post it note and went
back and pointed out the major characters, points that needed pointing out,
symbol’s, misogynistic racist jerks, the important things. And it went beautifully.
I have said before that as English majors we have seen
hundreds of novels taught over the years.
We should know how to “do this” like nothing else. I was wrong.
I’m not afraid to admit it, but I would be afraid to go back to the way I
thought we should teach a novel last Monday morning. It’s a process, student teaching. Teach, learn, adapt, and be truly
intentional.
Mr. Maritn,
ReplyDeleteI truly enjoyed reading this insightful and reflective blog entry. I can see how the last four paragraphs of this will function as part IV of your KPTP. You have narratively described how your not-so-successful lesson played out, but you have also extracted the reasons why it went that way, and how you improved the lesson later on. You're not too proud to admit that this lesson went poorely, but it demonstrates growth and the will to continue learning. Sounds like a life-long learner to me! Isn't this what every school's leadership team wants from their teachers? The ability to say, "Wow, that didn't go how I wanted it to. How will I make this better?" You're already practicing what every potential employer wants out of their educators, so kudos to you.
In your description of the first lesson, I felt like I have also wanted to teach a novel this way: break it down page-by-page--see every minute element to the literature. This is similar to some of my college lit classes! It was a quick realization when I tried to do the same with high school freshman, and they didn't respond to the method. It killed the rhythm and flow of the story, and students got caught up in symbols and literary devices, that they began losing sight of the plot. Don't get me wrong, symbols and literary devices are absolutley necessary to reveal to students, but it was my method in revealing these elements that was broken.
Exploring the meaning of "intentional teaching" is so fitting at this point in our student teaching, and I appreciate the way you've formulated that definition in this reflection.
Sincerely,
Mr. Wike
Mr. Martin -
ReplyDeleteSince I've had the pleasure of being across the hall from you and chat about day-to-day events, this post gave me more specifics as to what all was going on. I can completely relate as to how you feel and am glad that we are not the only ones. While doing my journal assignment with my students, I realized that their minds have so much to give if you prompt them to share. Even thoughts that I hadn't predicted before starting the lesson came up out of the ones I least expected. It's okay to let them flourish. We are teachers (and knowledgeable in our own right), but we will always be learners too. We will always be prepared with the main concepts we want them to take from a text, for the sake of the test; however, where the discussion guided after that, let them hold the reins.
Thanks for your post!
Ms. I
Mr. Martin,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your experiences with us. It can be hard when you begin teaching something that you are very passionate about when you are trying to work within time constraints. I have had a very similar situation with my class last spring. It can be tough, but it sounds like you have found a way to "teach" one of your favorite novels.
I do love the idea of using Post-Its in your text to make yourself stop. I typically use an annotation in my text to remind myself to stop there with my students, or make sure that I go back to it during the class discussion. Being teachers of English, we all have a passion for reading in some way or another. We just have to find the best way to pass that love on to our students.
Thank you again for sharing this with us. It sounds like your semester has been eventful already.
Mrs. Roseberry
This is just a note of...whoa. Your post is so true it hurts. We love to read and we are learning to teach, but teaching a book is another world entirely. I had this problem with Lord of the Flies last spring. I love the book and I wanted them to "understand" everything. It took me a bit to get my rhythm. Good job adapting!
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